why is it when u have a guy thats awsome you just want to be single but when you dont have a guy u want one... and all u do is look in the wrong places... i think im going nuts because for once in my life i really want to be single but i cant bear to break his little heart... i dont know what to do or say...
well i think i figured it out... when ur with someone u feel that there might be someone better or someone not so close in personalities... and when ur with someone u seem so confident with ur self it attracks everyone but when ur not with a guy some people (like my self) lose that confidence... sooo i did end it with that guy and i have been single sooo far... and i stoped looking for that someone... theres just that point where i needed to find myself... it wasnt easy to tell him that i needed to be by my self... i mean i did break his heart but i needed to stay true to myself and that was the only way i knew how.
Kayla
