The sobriety of life
by Jared
To live the life, to see the sights, endless friendship and magical lights, as the fire is lit and the emotions no longer sit, you pour out everything and it seems so sane, was this life of mine cool, did it fit the rockstar means, is anything able to be fixed now, nothing is as it seems, ive been broken, my reality in truth, is somthing far more clinical than somthing we would deem in couth, its scary now ending the train, im fearful of the future, the future of a sober brain, the pressure is on, and im not ready to face, ive got a million possibilities, and not one memory I can trace, its fogged and unclear, swimming through my past I sence regret and longing, wishing I was peaking out rather than yawning, oh well I guess the higher we go the colder it gets and the more it snows.